If he had known that the crying he heard at Lumber River State Park on April 27 was that of a woman who was about to take her life, Johnnie Jacobs believes he would have tried to help. Jacobs now regrets not checking to see what was going on before he heard a gunshot when Pastor John-Paul Miller's late wife, Mica Miller, decided to kill herself.

Mica Miller was found dead as a result of a gunshot wound in Lumberton, North Carolina, on April 27. Mica Miller served Pastor John-Paul Miller with divorce papers on April 25 because of reported abuse.

Days after one of his campus pastors was found dead by authorities from an apparent “self-inflicted gunshot wound” in Idaho, Jim Putman, founder and senior pastor? of the multi-campus? Real Life Ministries, comforted his grieving parishioners Sunday? with a promise that though the campus pastor's suicide is a sin, he believes he is in Heaven.